Infected. With two negative swab tests, one can be infected too. There are other methods like ct scan, that prove otherwise. From knowing deep down that your worst fear will come true to it coming true. .it takes few hours. Then you leave your family and fight the virus, fight to live alone.
Fever like never before. You float ..
You float, fever becomes water
Ripples in the river Ganga
The final journey ,your lamp floats
Alongside
Suddenly you are just a white flower
Drifting away, anchorless
Then comes a solid hand
Fingers hold your white flower.
It doesn't drift anymore
The fingers, rudraksha beads around the wrist