Sunday, March 29, 2020

The extended pause

There was a time few weeks back I was stuck , still. Yet a lot was going on. My bones broke. I could not walk. I did not know how. The pain was killing all hope. But I was trying. Constantly. I was not clear what the next step was. But I was not willing to accept being frozen. 

The first free steps felt unsteady. And now with coronavirus ,the world has stopped. As I am in the last leg of my recovery , the only thing I haven't tried yet is going out far on my own.  

Without even knowing when ,feet have learnt to bear my whole being again. At home with no maids the feet have supported me through kneading dough to washing utensils. 

Still , stand still everything
The black sheet of the night
Open your eyes
You will see the faraway tree
Standing under the stars

Empty roads
Sound of a car
As you listen to them
One road leads to another

The railway yard
It's empty
The trains trail the tracks
Empty coaches
Still have windows
That look out.

Monday, March 2, 2020

Stuck

It is tough being in one spot. Tough to not be able to change the way things head. Yes, I am able to walk independently at home. But the doctor says it not how it should be.

The gap between feet is too wide. Yes, I need to correct it. Walk straight. Week 13 post operation.

It's not how it should be
The line of white on your black
Let it be straight
Let it not enjoy the scribble

The woman is thin 
Beautiful.
But her lips don't need that pout
It doesn't look pretty
For the colour she is
Doesn't blend at all

The step needs the right step
Not the dance on the wave of music
There is graph
There is a map
Technique

Thousand ways 
Trodden tracks
A little detour
A little climb up the hill
The stumble
That broke you

The fire and light
Warmth of the bonfires
Lit just for you
Sit there and listen
To the crackling of wood
Alive!